Sometimes, you bottle things up. I like to imagine it as you stuff things into a jar.
First you carry it like it’s nothing too bothersome, then it becomes a concerning little weight and eventually it gets so heavy you can’t hold or carry it anymore, and then everything spills out.
This really explains a lot lately…
Just the way i am~~ I’m a bottle-it-up-er…. [I’ve kept it in for yrs now……. you better stay out of my way, or i can go...
I realize that this may happen to me eventually, but that doesn’t mean I’m going to stop.